2 Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm very happy yesterday, But yeah, today's mi birthday

We (Miu), watched a movie yesterday, The Prince of Persia. Well, Uhm at first we are not so sure of what to watch between the killers and the prince of persia, but, I think the movie is good :)

Set in the mystical lands of Persia, a rogue prince and a mysterious princess race against dark forces to safeguard an ancient dagger capable of releasing the Sands of Time -- a gift from the gods that can reverse time and allow its possessor to rule the world. Adopted from the streets of Nasaf by King Sharaman of Persia, young Dastan grows up amongst royalty and quickly earns his place as a mighty warrior and prince. As his brothers Garsiv and Tus plan battle strategies, a spy sends word that the Holy City of Alamut has been supplying weapons to enemies of Persia. Taking matters into his own hands, Tus orders an attack on the sacred city and upon its fall Dastan encounters the beautiful Princess Tamina. When King Sharaman dies under mysterious circumstances shortly after, and Dastan is accused of his murder, he flees with the princess on a harrowing mission to clear his name. Learning from Tamina the true motives behind Alamut's invasion, Dastan must embark on a perilous quest to stop an evil mastermind's plot for ultimate power with a mystical weapon that can control the very fabric of time.

All in all the movie is not boring, thank God :)

Well, before watching the movie, we stroll at the mall to look for Etude House. It was so, Korean. All glimmers and shimmers with all that "try me" stickers labelled on every fancy products. Yes, I've tried, but of course! I've tried the strawberry scented lotion, hmmm it smells great! I love the smell of strawberries! and an apple scented lip balm, yummy! well, I don't want to discourse what Miu tried there I'll die here. I have to say, that I like their products even though I didn't bought anything from them yet :D

Last course was NBS and Booksale! As usual, we drooled over them.

But I was lucky to find a book at booksale that cost me only 15php! Lucky me! XD

After all that we have to go home, before 9pm :) I enjoyed the day. Unlike my everyday eat, sleep, surf the net routine :))) Thanks Miu! :))) slash Panda ^_^

0 Sweet Escape

Well it end up that I've let myself revolve in some kind of metanoia but then again, it has just become just a sort of I don't know, maybe I made the same mistake again. It's like yesterday was okay, and then suddenly, like you don't know where you're at. It's like the black hole started to do this vacuum thing, well it's not suppose to be that way, I more of like treat that black hole as something that make me do good and nothing else. And then now it seems that it had taken more of like all the good things in me.

I don't know if I'm weighing things the right way, or is it there any?

Maybe it'll be the last good thing I'll do. I'd like to stop. I'll stop making believe that I'm still revolving into something that I've created, and get stuck. I'll wait for some time, then I'll decide maybe If I want to do these things, I've lost some connection to the most important muscle in my body, I've lost my inspiration. 

I want my life back. 

I don't want any option.

I'd like to stop this overflowing sadness that grows with hatred and then blended with some kind of masochistic happiness, I annoyed myself enough. And I intentionally stopped what I as doing and tried to get myself into pieces I was. But then, I lost everything I thought I'd never, ever have to worry about. Is this part of another 101? I hate to think it will, but I'm wishing that it'll never be.

Take this confusion away.

0 Tomato Ketchup

Well, there goes the times when you think you were reborn but you're not because you think your a different person when you're with that special someone or even if you're only thinking of that person.

And all your internal organ goes "la la la la la la la la la la la..." In translation with that it goes "I love you, love you, love you.. love you... love you" and the rest, echo goes with it like a hundred times or maybe I lost count when I'm sleeping, maybe it's more than just a hundred :>

And the worst kind of it is, you lost control when you've been recklessly under the spell of your organs and you smiled. Yes you smiled. I smiled. And I keep feeling that certain moment, those sweet thoughts, a sudden gush of gastric juices. You feel it rushing and it makes you smile, that you can't stop smiling, you look like you've just swallowed ecstasy, and you know you've been experiencing the best feeling that you've felt before and its refreshing.

I'm in love.

Note:
If you're interested to see my special someone
you can see her in the slide show ♥♥♥
~ littlecut

0 Tag me

I want you to tell me if you don't feel it anymore. I don't want one day I say something and you'll have to play along and pretend you still love me because it would hurt me if you told me the truth. It's not that I don't trust you, I'm naturally doubtful. Until then you probably thought that was impossible, but I'm standing here telling you that it is, and it's me. And if you truly love me for who I am, you'd know that I'm the kind of girl that needs to be reminded over and over again that I'm the one you want, the one you truly love, and the one you want to be with. For life.